I recently decided to step down from a leadership role that I have held for several years outside of work. Its a decision that I mulled over for the better part of a year until it was clear that I needed to make the change.
I took so long to come to this conclusion because I had not identified a successor for the leadership role and felt it was irresponsible of me to step down without finding one. I have been reflecting on the mental and emotional process I went through and realized that one of the key issues I was struggling with was an unwritten rule that I was following without examining whether it was still valid in my situation.
My unwritten rule needed challenging.
The unwritten rule in this case was: you cannot voluntarily step down from a position of leadership if you have not identified and trained a successor.
I have always viewed doing so as ‘dropping the ball’ and doing a dishonor to the organization I was serving.
What I realized after extensive reflection was that this rule would have been true for me three years ago, but it was not relevant in this particular situation. Three years ago, I began working on duplicating myself in leadership by mentoring other members of the organization because I realized that I would eventually have to move on. Unfortunately, each time I indentified a successor and began working with them, circumstances arose that required them to move onto another role, or limit their involvement with the organization.
In parallel with these obstacles internally in the organization, I had some major events in my life that significantly limited my capacity to lead the organization. So for the past 18 months, I have led the organization on ‘auto-pilot’ with significantly less passion than I had a few years ago.
The turning point in how I was viewing the situation was when I realized that serving on auto-pilot is just as detrimental to the organization as stepping down without identifying a successor. In addition, holding onto the role might be hindering somebody else from stepping up and taking over the leadership when the ‘vacuum’ is created on my departure.
So, holding on to the ‘letter’ of my unwritten rule was actually violating the ‘spirit’ of the rule.
Your unwritten rules are an implementation of your internal values.
I would challenge you to periodically examine some of the major rules in your life that drive your decision-making and determine whether they need to be revisited. Often, these unwritten rules exist because of your deeply held internal values, but when your values change – or expand to include other perspectives, you don’t take the time to re-examine decisions you made based on those values.
A common consequence of this problem is holding onto commitments that should be challenged for their validity in your current context, and as you pick up new commitments without altering or dropping the old ones, you become increasingly overwhelmed. Your capacity to contribute has not changed, but the nature of your contributions needs to change.
You are the ultimate arbiter of your to-do list.
Be on the lookout for situations in which you constantly use one or both of the following phrases:
- “I have to …”
- “I can’t …”
There are very few things that are absolutely mandatory in your life. Things like breathing, eating, sleeping – are mandatory.
Everything else is a choice.
In my experience, I tend to confuse commitments with mandatory requirements. I commit to things based on my values, and that strong attachment to the commitment that makes it feel compulsory is a consequence of how deeply held the value is that the commitment is based on.
Something as simple as putting gas in your car is a choice you can make because it is a more convenient way to travel than your other choices.
On the other end of the scale, something as critically important as providing for your children is still something that you choose to do because you value being a good parent. If it was mandatory, then all children would be provided for adequately because nobody would have the choice to ‘underprovide’ or abandon their children. But sadly, this is a reality of the world we live in.
In both cases, the simple and the critically important, there is still choice involved. You don’t have to do either one of those things.
There is a freedom that comes with this realization because you can then revisit all of the commitments you currently have and challenge yourself about why you are choosing to do each of the things on the list – instead of feeling like there is nothing that is negotiable because all the things seem important.
If you are feeling overwhelmed (or underwhelmed), test each of your major commitments with a critical eye and you might surprise yourself with what you find.
I am in no way suggesting that you should drop any particular commitments in your life – if you are a parent, please keep providing for your kids – just that you take the time to reflect and challenge yourself about what unwritten rules might be hindering you.
It might be time to bend, break or simply ignore some of your rules so that you can better align your actions with your values.